We are loved

18 December 2019

Good morning Thailand, and TU.

Thailand says goodbye to me by sending me a soft source of sickness. The last day of this semester feels like on the sky but it is not a peaceful landing. I can’t take in the nice wind of the air, my back hurts, my nose stuck, my eyes are tiring. The favorite piece of piano is on, which I have discovered recently and recommended to my friend, a special friend. It seems that every single friend is special, but I am lonely these days. The emptiness and the ambiguity increase, not much about future path, ironically about emotional life.

“Having someone to be with is the happiest thing in life” (Midnight sun), a movie I watched yesterday. The content is not too brainhacking as compared to an action movie as it is a love story, leaving audience with regret and appreciation for life. Last time I was writing about “If we happen to have a bad day, keep in mind that we are loved”. This movie comes as the next part of the self-love monologue. Only when we see there are people born with unfortunate circumstances, do we see how lucky we are, how wealthy the life we live is. Have we ever felt happy for being able to eat food and sleep normally? This is the natural ability that we are granted in the first place and not always treasured as a human right.

Similarly, only when we fall into illness, do we miss the time we are healthy. Of course, for me, I always take my health as priority, then when it comes to having bad sneeze, I have nothing to do but accept it. The reason appears not so apparently why the physical conditions could change that fast. As a health-aware person, I hardly take what I have for granted from daily sleeping and eating routine to exercises. Other than that, I enjoy drinks to feel the warmth in my body and somehow my brain works more effectively to have sweet talks with friends. Overall, it is due to my wish to feel the height of time, the chemistry among the liquid and myself. In the end, I know where to stop, excepted for only one time I had an argument, the biggest argument in my life. It is solved, and it is over. Now I am ready for the flight tonight. I am going home.

Short note.

Thanks for my effort for the past time.