My intentional priorities in JUNE

16:40, 10.06.2020

First 10 days of June.

A significant action is spending. I am enough of socializing at this point of the month. If it is for groupwork, it will be different. I am looking forward to getting the result of JUMP! Foundation interview to embark on a new journey. I am confident to be able to do the following things at the same time:

Priority – Enjoy life and love myself

Spend enough time for sleep and eating

Cook with roomate in good mood

Talk and hang out with friends once I need to talk and feel comfortable to share it

Watch movies I love (Thai movie to listen to Thai, Kpop to fill in my emotional need, USUK to update myself with Western culture)

Stay active with running/ jogging/ badminton

Journal at least 1 per week to calm my mind, refresh a mind of messy thoughts, energize the body, feed my soul with mental clarity.

Read books that I want to read that I can digest it and apply interesting things

Call family when I miss them, not just to let them see my existence

1. Intern 40 hours/ week

Goals: (tentatively)

Learn a process of communication in a systemic organization and how data is collected and transferred among members.

Learn action plan and educational values of JUMP! foundation, and see if it is applicable to support SOG and Youth Nurture Club.

Improve my communicaction and content writing skill.

2. Support SoG in social media and meeting management

Goals:

Practice 6C on daily basis and support chi Hai Yen to make Gumption well-known.

Observe a process of actualizing a communication plan under 3 PIC

Build a Facebook page of strong engagement and effective outreach to the public

3. Do CBLI project on average 1 hour per day.

Goals:

Produce an insightful report of findings through appreciative inquiry research

Present the best version in front of Ajarns, able to articulate our working process to classmates

Strengthen a teamwork skillset working with classmates and get to know them better at the end of the course.

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What Bong Lihoun and Nath told me makes their own sense, and makes sense to me too, but not all. I have my inner compass that leads me to where I am now. If I don’t work at any point, it is more of wasting time, not contributing any values for this life regardless of whatever community, rather than enjoying myself. Time is the precious thing to make a life count. I don’t want to ask for financial support from Mom, that’s what I have achieved so far. I am so proud of myself. I survive for 5 months with the money I make, not receiving any allowance from school. I know where is the limit of spending and chilling, and I know it is time. That’s why I am ready for the job announcement. I just have the feeling I would be accepted. It has been so many times of failure for the past 6 months. I still have peer pressure while my same age friends are working crazily in a developing market, my own nation, I am chilling in a developed one and learn way behind. I need to get myself prepared for an uncertain future, and uncertain current time as well. Bong and Nath have their connection and direction, they have their brain at the same time, which is enough to strike something brilliant. It doesn’t work for me. So I better listen to my voice, my capability and do what I want to do.

This month I got 2 good news of my grades, likely the result will be the third thing. For my friends, I seem to be too hectic, yeah, I just want to live a life of value creation. I enjoy doing it, it’s the way I live. I will try to train myself to work smart, but I won’t stop working hard.

I suddenly thought of mom’s unhealthy status when I was washing dishes today. I was worried of one day bad thing might occur. I want to go home as soon as possible. I miss my mom and family at heart. I wish she is healthy, really healthy… so that I could be emotionally strong.

Ok na, enough words for today. I trust myself and love myself more than what others think. Whatever they think doesn’t matter to me.

#selfdirected

#lovemyself

#goalsetting